那棵树看起来生气了
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10/30
那一天我二十一岁，在我一生的黄金时代，我有好多奢望。我想爱，想吃，还想在一瞬间变成天上半明半暗的云，后来我才知道，生活就是个缓慢受锤的过程，人一天天老下去，奢望也一天天消逝，最后变得像挨了锤的牛一样。可是我过二十一岁生日时没有预见到这一点。我觉得自己会永远生猛下去，什么也锤不了我。
越来越觉得王小波的黄金时代真是本好书，正如那句人活着都是为了要表演，所以才失去了自我。在黄金时代整本书中，王二是那样的狂放不羁，桀骜不驯，敢爱敢恨。或许这就是我一直想成为却没有成为的人。前阵子Sunday走了，前几天李咏走了，今天金庸也走了。往后余生，只愿自己更热爱生活，更享受生活，更尊重自己。
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